fallnew1Can anyone be surprised that praying the ancient Liturgy of the Hours would express perfectly my current longings and journey? Prayer hallowed by tradition tends to do that! Today during Morning Prayer, I was struck by how sections of Psalm 84 prefectly expressed my feelings about coming to the Catholic Church. I’ve had a long, blessed, and sometimes very difficult spiritual journey since I started reading the Church Fathers in 1999. I know that the Catholic Church will not always be the perfect house, but I believe in my heart and soul it is the perfect home.

My soul is longing and yearning,
is yearning for the courts of the Lord.
My heart and soul ring out their joy
to God, the living God.

They are happy who dwell in your house,
forever singing your praise.
They are happy whose strength is in you,
in whose hearts are the roads to Zion.

As they go through the Bitter Valley
they make it a place of springs,
the autumn rain covers it with blessings.
They walk with ever growing strength,
they will see the God of gods in Zion.

One day in your courts
is better than a thousand elsewhere.
The threshold of the house of God,
I prefer to the dwellings of the wicked.